There's a sense of having to prepare oneself for an onslaught of rage that inevitably comes when reading the state of abuse women suffer worldwide because of the bookend Republican presidents. Reagan sat on his pompous ass and let HIV/AIDS become the epidemic disease it is today. Bush seals the deal on the lives of millions of women all over the world with his heinous, evil, despicable policies put forth in the Global Gag Rule.

As always, I am so grateful you do these diaries every week Bay. I know that knowledge is power and we have to arm ourselves with the truth of what we're up against but damned, there isn't enough Chamomille or white tea, nor enough hot baths or candles to light my house to calm me. The bile that is this president sickens me, I want to punch him in the face and in the balls. I want to hurt him. I can't help it, I've never struck a human being in my life but I want to hit him.

I'll be shopping for a punching bag this week so I can be prepared for next weeks dairy.

for your usual comprehensive report. Mike Malloy on AAR calls the President of the United States "that giggling little killer." Countless women in Kenya know how true that is.

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